so, it's another chapter of being the most stoopiid person the world has ever known. i really didnt know how things were, until i figure it out tonight.
just last february or march, HE had this girlfriend. and i didnt know about it. of course, how would i know. we have not talked to nor seen each other since december. and last april, he had the guts of asking me how i feel for him? he had the confidence of asking me that even though he had other commitment?
i really cant believe he made me so stupid, for all this time.
my point here is, he shouldnt have asked me that way if he doesnt have proper closure with that effin bitch. i mean, have i only been his option because he's over with that bitch? have i only been his avid admirer?
i dont really know how to put into proper words all that's in my mind. im so confused. so hurt. so mad. so angry.
all i wanna do is hit him so hard for making me so stupid!
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