i'm just tired; that's all <3

he was mine, but not really. i never really had him, so i never really lost him. i guess this is how we'll always be. i had him; he had me (although i only assumed). but then again, there's no US really.

you can never really predict when a person gets tired of loving another person. you can never really say how far that person can go or how long will he/she endure the pain of being unappreciated.

i guess, it's really part of human nature that we long for care, for love despite hardship. maybe it's true that amidst all the pain it's the little joy that counts.

am i making sense here?

well, as for me, it really takes much courage to go for that person whom you really want the most and whom you want to spend your time with. it takes much strength to be absorbent of the pain. it takes and effort to find little happiness in everything that is happening.

yes, it's tough to go through all these especially when you don't know where else in the world you should go.

but, this is how life goes. this is how love works.

it's painful; it's tiresome.

i salute you who love despite pain, despite harship.

but as for myself, i've done my part and i've done my best. i'm tired of being unloved and being pushed away.

i was not born to become a martyr. i was not born to be absorbent.

this is me; and this is how i drive my life.

i've reached my limits. and i cant go anymore. i'm tired. AND iT ALL ENDS HERE.

live for love and love to live.

it hurts to know that the person you really want the most is the same person you are better off without.

you really cant decide how destiny works. it's out of your control. out of your will. you cant do anything about it but accept as how it moves. you can never really tell what will happen tomorrow. things happen just how it should be.

but why do we tend to go on different path? why do we disobey the rule of nature? why dont we take the path set by our destiny?

well, maybe, destiny isnt all about letting things happen; rather, it's about making things happen.

love comes our way - in different face, in different time, in different place. but no matter what we do, it's still love. and it's either we fight for it or just let it go.

it hurts when destiny leads us to a path that is different from what we want. it's as if destiny want us to forego. but, we love. and so we fight. but still, by the end of the day, we've fought for nothing. we've waited for nothing.

how ironic love is. by the end of the day, we cant do anything about it. it's how love works. and it's up to us if we give up and just accept it; or learn to fight for what we know is right for our hearts. after all, life is a matter of choice. we determine our happiness.

and mostly, our real achievement is what we make for ourselves not what others want us to do.

so go for it. live for love and love to live. ♡

it means the end.

who would really thought that in a month of sharing love, things would just stop so suddenly?

you cannot really predict what will happen between two people who LOVED each other. you cannot really say what will be the future for them.

ang alam ni babae, mahal nila ang isa't isa. ang alam ni babae mahal siya ni lalaki.

pero potek nga pag-ibig nga naman. what she thought for all these times were wrong, VERY WRONG.

what hurts the most was their friends hide to her the truth. TRAiTOR? maybe. pero, di naman siguro. we don't know the reason for what they did. and we dont know where in the world it started. but what hurts the most was, for all these times, pinagmukha nilang tanga si BABAE.

hahaii. pag-ibig nga naman. no one really knows what the future will be like.

basta, yun na yun. the damage has already been done and it's over, for HER.

wala pong bitter dito. i just want to point my opinion for this issue. mahal ko po kasi si babae and im just surprised of what just happened.

but as what she told me, iT MEANS THE END. no reason for me to make unnecessary comments here.

so ayun, PEACE OUT! :)

it's supposed to be FRiENDS LOVE ONE ANOTHER.

there are so many things that have gone our ways as friends. we've been through a lot of experiences. we've been through a lot of happy moments. we've shared countless moments of laughing and even crying together.

but time slipped so differently. time passed in a very drastic change. we don't even notice how far we've been apart from each other.

what has happened to our friendship? what has been the reason why we came to this point?

maybe, we have found that we don't complement each other and that we found cradle on other people's bossom. we have found that even though we've shared a lot in common, still our differences separate us from the company of each other.

i don't know if we can still build once again the bridge of friendship that faded between us. i can't force you that we have the same closeness as before. you can't force me either.

but, in God's time, we will know what then will become of our friendship. and by that time, you and i will say "Friends love one another".