after all, it's still HiM by the end of the day <3

here i go again, coming back to where i once was.

all too suddenly, i love him again. so drastic. so dramatic.

so suddenly my heart changes its course. it once took the path away from him. now, it's back on its usual track.

i dont understand how i still have this feeling. i mean, i have already decided that i should move on, move forward. but, i guess, i just cant. i guess, my heart hasnt stopped loving him, after all.

i guess, this is my fate. this is where my heart wants to stay. pathetic to hear that i'm into someone who doesnt even care.

who cares too? i dont care. avon doesnt care. no one cares.

for all i know, it will be my heart's happiness if it loves ed. LOL. sounds funny and corny, but it's the truth.

here i am once again, back to my old track, back to the path of loving him. after all, it's still HiM by the end of the day <3.